Acute Depression....

See the above? I am trying hard... really really hard... its been ermm... almost 6 days now and the withdrawal symptom is getting more acute by the day especially when I go on my sojourn to my throne room. Nevertheless I still perservere though it (the boycott) has not started yet, I on my own will have started on it. Gosh, after more than 30 years of daily doses, the last six days was excruciating even though you know that they carry half truths to untruths, you still pine to read them... and denying myself these doses really sent me into deep depression... really wonder why..

Yet, this morning out of desperation, I printed a few materials from Malaysiakini and other websites to take into my throne room and it helps a fair bit. I hope I can wean myself off this addiction and lead a new and different lifestyle altogether. Wish me luck! Gotta seek Haris for a better perscription...